Dwirt's Destination

4 Days

Its only been 4 days.

Everything else is still pretty much the same. The same shit still happens, life still goes on.

But I've been this much happier these last 4 days. Realized how long it has been since I last felt this way.

Gonna make sure that it ain't gonna just stop at 4 days.

:)

Hopeful

I'm rather hopeful now. It's been a while since I've last felt like this.

Let's hope it turns out well? I'm gonna play it right this time.

Missing

You know the wretched feeling of missing someone?

I'm feeling that right now. For all 4 person at the same time.

Feeling all torn and soft inside. I miss my ah ma and my ah gong. Have always felt that I didn't do enough for them while they were still with us. Maybe it was my coming of age that made me wanted to appreciate them more, but it was too late. I only managed to visit them on my own once before they passed on.

Had dinner at a friend's ah ma place. Reckon that's where the feelings and emotions are coming from.

If you do the math, I still gave 2 other fellas I miss. One's a bugger who's in Taiwan now.

There's one more who's back in town but haven't had a chance to meet.

Luckily Karin's back after so long in cold cold Hong Kong. Welcome back to sun sunny Singapore!!

Oh well.